A year since you left us and it still doesn't seem real. You leaving us was the start of a nightmare I can't wake up from. Life is so cruel. Miss you so much. Loved ringing you for a natter and you telling me what you had won on scratch cards and me telling you what I'd won on competitions. Hearing your stories from your nights out at the club and from war times. When I think of being little nearly every memory has you and gran in it. Please keep my little man safe for me and give him big cuddles and kisses. I wish last year had never happened at all. I'd do anything to have you all back here. Love you loads Grandad xx